Juz received a phone call from this lady working in Marie France Bodyline. Telling me that im the winner of their marie france bodyline contest!! and hence, have won myself a marie france voucher worth 250 bucks. Damn cool. Dint even expect myself to win when i joined the contest like 2-3 wks ago. and they're even offering me a free full body assessment! lol..gonna let them see all my ugly fats n hopefully they can do sth to zap them all away! Yea! Im gonna be slim and sexy..whahah..

A lvl results are gonna be released this coming wed!! So fast!!! Im nt mentally prepared at all..seriously i dont noe wat to expect.

Work sucks. Almost fell asleep tdy. Nothing unusual.
#1 Got called into the manager's office tdy as i opened her letter by mistake. Thought it was a cheque as the envelope felt really thin. But cant blame me what..the envelopes' dark brown in colour..how to see whether its containing a letter or cheque? I dont have super-sonic eyes. At that pt in time, i was half hoping that she wld fire me. I wana quit my job so badly but yet don wana leave my colleagues and pay the job agency 900 bucks.

#2 My superviser back-stabbed me. She treats me really well when im working with her. Buys me lotsa food, gifts and gives in to me most of the time. But when im not ard, she goes to the boss and tells him that she's unhappy abt me taking off so often. After all, im a part-time and am supposed to fill in for them when they're not working. In the first place, if she's nt pleased with me taking off..then say it la..dont give in to me. After that what happens? She complains to the boss behind my back and i get called into his office. Fuck. Back-stabbing bitch.

#3 Human resource executive caught me and my other colleague who's on probation using the net. I really catch no ball you noe. Its like break/lunch time and what do u mean by we cant surf the net? So irritating. Dont noe wat's wrong with all these ppl working in NSRCC.

Thank God i only have to endure for only another 1 mth.

Gosh..Im feeling hungry again.

Dear God, i feel so vexed right now. Dont understand why guys tend to flare up so easily. Seems like everything must go according to what or how they want it to be. What utter crap. So angry!! argh..feel like punching someone..who the bloody hell gives them the right to flare up as and when they like?! Fuck. I take my hands off this issue. God, pls take charge. Amen

Happy valentines' day to all! Had a wonderful valentines' date with my darling yesterday. My dear's so sweet, he bought me a box of chocs (mixture of liquer, white, bitter chocs n chocs with fillings in them) from chocolat world and a rose too! and he acty bluffed me that he wld fall out late from camp and will only meet me under his blk at 7pm, juz so he cld find time to buy me the gift. So sweet rite? n while he's at tm getting me my surprise gift, i was oso there getting him a surprise gift too! ok..mine's not exactly a gift but rather its a sweet heart pastry (heart shaped pastry with cream fillings and icing on top) frm polar. Strange we dint bump into one another. haha

After he showered, slacked awhile etc, we took a cab to raffles city. Wanted to take a bus/mrt as i made a 9pm reservation and the time then was only 7.45pm. Which means we'l reach there freaking early by cab. But lazy him dint wana listen to me, so take cab loh..anyway he pay ma..hahaha. The exciting thing is he dint noe whr i was planning to bring him for dinner. and the place is none other than chijmes! Made a reservation for 2 at an irish pub, father flanagan. Very nice ambience..candles eevrywhr, soft music playing, and it wasnt too crowded either. Ordered fish and chips and their die-die muz try breaded mushrooms with garlic-cheese dips. Pre-ordered 2 frozen black irish drinks as well. Cld see that he really enjoyed himself and the food n of coz my company alot wor. hahaha..

After an hour or so, went back to tamp and bought a barcardi breezer and pink vodka from 7-11. Planned to drink it with the chocs he got me. Once the clock struck 12, i secretly went out to the kitchen, got out my "surprise", lit the candle, stuffed the candle on the sweet heart pastry, offed all the lights, and sang a happy v-day song to my dear. My surprise almost dint work out for me as i had difficulty turning on the gas stove! Took me 5 mins to work the stove. -_-!

All in all, it was a great valentine's day date. Everything, be it the dinner at chijmes, the surprises we got for each other, the time spent together chatting, eating chocs with vodka bla bla, was all taken care by God and i thank God for his great abundant favour. Otherwise, without him, i wldnt be able to enjoy such a blessed valentines' day. Thank you daddy! =D

Im gonna die of boredom. Have been staring into space ever since i came to work at 8am this morning. 4 more hrs b4 i meet my dear for our v-day date. I noe..tml its v-day..not tdy..but no choice..gotta push forward coz he has to report to ns camp tmr wor. Sad story. anyway, who says u can only express ur love on valentine's day? haha..wats more, on v-day, restaurants are packed like sardines and everything automatically becomes more expensive. yea..im juz counselling myself..hahaha..

Not gonna reveal the plan for tonite. lest he reads my blog and discovers the surprise im gonna give him tonite. Shall blog abt it some other day. heehee

Went out with my dear yesterday. His mom invited us to lunch at some club in qweensway. 8 course lunch wor. Not say that fantastic la but its still FOOD! haha..after that, went with his sister, bro-in-law and nephew to raffles city. Had durian and vanilla+oreo flavoured ice-cream in some wild hibiscus cafe at city link (next to polar). Then went to suntec to check out the movie timings for I Not Stupid too 2. But next show will only start at 6.35pm..meaning we had to wait another 2 hrs. Dint feel like walking ard aimlessly ard suntec for 2 hrs, so we hailed a cab n went to TM instead. TM may be a damn boring place but somehow going there makes me feel at home. lol. Took neos with my dear too..so damn funny..shared a carbonara and bacon aglio pasta in pasta mania too. Then went to get tix for the 7pm show at CS. I Not Stupid Too 2 is a nice show. Dint cry at all but somehow its very singaporean and realistic. Shawn and joshua are so drop dead handsome la. rite sumimi? hahah..shld get ur parents to watch this movie..then maybe they'l understand their kids better and understand the seriousness of child neglection. Overall..its a great movie..dont mind watching it again. =D


ok..tat's all for now.
Happy early v-day to all singles, couples and married ppl! God bless you! =D

I Love my Jesus! He rocks my world like crazy! When im feeling down or lonely, He's always there to comfort me. I may not be able to see Him, but somehow, i get this warm fuzzy feeling that He's somewhr near me, watching my every move, protecting, and comforting His most beloved child..me!

I thank God for Jesus. w/o Him, my life wld be a big mess. Many of you may not noe that i've been having probs communicating with my parents. Its been like this for a very long time. Have been praying abt this for quite some time oredi. and juz 2 days ago, my mom gave me a mom-daughter talk abt my love life, education, blablabla and i found myself pouring out ALL my woes to her. How i really felt deep down inside, my own opinions and thoughts..basically everything that came to my mind, i told her. Felt so much better after doing that. At least now i noe she understands what im going through. I thank Jesus for giving me the courage and confidence to do so. =D


Am turning 19 in 2 mths time. Gosh, time sure flies. In fact, i feel so much more matured than when i was 17 and 18. Somehow, i feel that im growing from a teenage girl into a young women adult. The way i think, the way i do things, the way i talk to ppl..i can tell and sense it somehow. Even my colleagues tell me that i look more matured as compared to the time when they saw me on my first day of work last yr. Im in a relationship now and its taught me alot of things. For instance, the importance of communication, responsibility, prioritisation btw time spent with family, frenz and bf. Learnt the importance of accepting each others' differences, respect, and maybe ive become more gentle and feminine? whaha..i really dono la.and definitely, i've learnt the importance of having to learn how to cook, do hsework etc. Gonna whip up breakfast for him tml while waiting for him to come back from camp. Its gonna be my first attempt..hope everything turns out fine! God..i pray that i'l noe how to work the stove..pray that i won burn the kitchen down, and i pray that the both of us won get a stomach ache after eating my cooked food. Amen =D

Im back! Realised that i havent been blogging for the past 10 days! Have been really busy with lotsa stuff lately. Making me feel so damn shagged. Kinda getting bored of using msn too. Tt's y havent been logging on to msn for the past 3-4 days. Main reason is also bcoz im too lazy to turn on my laptop. -_-!

Im blogging from my workplace now. This is the first time im doing the night shift. 11am till 8pm. Acty prefer this shift to the morning shift.

1. Time passes more quickly
2. Weather's cool and breezy at night
3. I dont have to wake up at 6am in the morning
4. Get to go to the gym b4 work starts
5. Country club is quieter..less busy..can slack more

Realised that ive been eating alot lately. Esp when i go out with HIM. haha. Just last sat, me and my ex sec sch classmates went to mrs tan's place for cny visitation. Its been a long time since i last met all of them. So i was kinda looking forward to this very day. It was also the day whr i managed to coax my mom to allow me to stay out for the nite. Nick drove us to clark quay. Wanted to go to MOS..looked damn nice from outside..so tempting..but we cldnt go in as our dear fren nick was in bermudas!! -_-! So we spent abt 30mins walking frm one end of clark quay to the other end b4 deciding on going to geylang for ba chor mee at 3am! Den went to von's place to camp for the nite. Was superbly shagged the next day. But life still goes on. Went for brunch with him at yakun b4 going to church. Amazing how he managed to sit thru the whole svc w/o falling asleep after doing sentry duty the nite b4. Den went to my uncle's hse to see see look look. Went with them to ding tai fung restaurant for dinner. Think their fried rice and xiao long bao rocks like crazy! Go try it!

Bored bored bored. My dear going for driving lessons tonite. Soon he'l drive me ard in a BMW convertable. Damn cool.

kk..gtg..so freaking hungry! Take care and God Bless~