Happy Birthday Mama! In case you dont noe, mama is the nickname of one of my colleagues. She's sixty sth years old and still looks so damn sexily young. We call her mama also bcoz she's juz like our grandma.Very sweet..always cook and bring food for me. Once, she learnt that i was on a diet and so she cooked veggies for me! and mama also taught me how to make bread pudding which i tried twice and failed at both attempts. haha. and juz today, she made me apple salad! Very nice wor..yumz~

Organized a mini b-day party for mama tdy. Went to Renaldo's to buy apple strudel for her b-day. Mama ordered KFC and pizza for us too. Its been a long time since i last had such a feast. Country club was kinda empty tdy. Guess many are busy at hm preparing for cny. So exciting. Me and my other colleague were kinda bored so we binged on liquer chocs and some chocs from belgium! Very Nice. Cost abt 70 bucks in sg u noe. and we also used her cam to take lotsa pics of the choc box etc. Shall upload it someday. lol

Lost my EZ-Link card yest. Had to call SBS and Trans-link to report my lost card. Then had to call POSB to terminate my giro acct (linked to card)..then oso muz call nlb to inform them abt my lost card. So ma fan! and worst of all, my period came yesterday. Wasnt supposed to come so early and u noe wat, of all days to come, it came on the day when i was wearing a white skirt! Shit la..but no stain..thank god. Was in a PMS mood the whole day, everything i see or do juz irritated me. He oso lost his some NS card on the same day and had to pay 50 bucks. Such a jinxed day eh? Heard that this mon there's gonna be a 10 million toto/4d draw. Maybe shld buy eyst jinxed date. 2601 (26th jan) lol..God will turn ur evil day into good days ma..haha..u wldnt noe. =D

kk..gtg wait for him at the main lobby. His chauffer gonna pick me up..lol..gonna have dinner somewhr..not confirmed whr yet but im planning to go to the airport..craving for some swensens ice cream and fish and chips! tata for now.

Happy new yr everyone! Xin Nian Kuai Le!

6 more days till CNY! Am looking forward to having reunion dinner with my family. Not forgetting the ang paos too. =D My aunt's Mom-In-Law made come cookies coated with white/brown chocs for me! so sweet rite..all the way from kuala lumpur wor. haha..and its yummilicious! She does it once a year, so i have to consume it slowlyyyy.

Had an early reunion dinner with my mom's side family last sat. Followed my aunt to goodwood park hotel to buy the yu sheng from some restaurant. 60 bucks for a large serving. Quite ok rite? Then while waiting, me and my aunt went to The Deli and tried some of their pastry samples. Cldnt stop eating man, told the sales person to put the lid back otherwise il finish it all up. Their specialty is the champadak flavoured kueh lapis. Very nice! Strong flavour. Their cakes their are also very nice..made with quality chocs and its only $5 per slice! Compared to coffee bean/starbucks..this is like 10 times more worth it.

Drank wine too. The white wine tasted better than the red. Had a liquer choc as well. Inside was brandy/champagne filling..40% alcohol..very strong but very good! My aunt's fren asked me how come im always standing after i eat..i told her tt sitting down after a heavy meal will give u a bulging stomach and from then on, everyone in the hse including my uncle's wife started standing up! madness..then all blame me..haha..but the festive mood was there..it felt like cny all over again. Warm and fuzzy. =D

*Today marks a very special day! Not gonna tell u wat..shall let u figure it out urself! heheheee =P

Jesus loves me!

Omg..im so full of smiles today! "That someone" just makes me feel so tickled. See his face onli i feel like laughing. hahaha.

Went to have a drink n cheese cake at coffee bean with him last nite. Met kai sheng, ebel and irfan while waiting for him. (i was like 1 hr early..lol) was practically stoning for 1 hr. Kaisheng came up to me and asked whether i wanted to join them coz he tot "that someone" pang sei me but i noe he wldnt dare..hahahahah. I mean if they're late, im fine with it but not turning up is a different story. But of coz he turned up..yea.. =D

After that, went to tm and we started walking ard in circles. lol..wat a great way to hang out eh..haha. But i dont mind, wat can u do in TM? Almost nth. Took the bus home after a while and that was when we cldnt help but laugh n laugh for no rhyme or reason. hurhurhur Ppl in the bus tot we were lunatics eh. ha!

sounds like my bf eh? whaha..nonono..he's just a fren..a very nice fren indeed. and he wears a ear stud on his left ear too! Just like edison! haha..so cute..lol.. and guess wat? after my work out at the gym yesterday, i weighed myself and realised that i lost 1kg!! whaha..like finally..but think i gained it all back after last nite's dinner at coffee bean. -_-!

Yea! im off tml. Feels great to noe that u don have to get up of bed early n report for work at 8am sharp. Going to have an early cny dinner at my grandma's place tml as my aunt's going m'sia to visit her MIL. ok! better stop lazing ard, lest i be fired. Thank you Jesus for answering all my prayers! Love ya! =D

I've been enjoying God's favour for the past 5 days. Awesome week i must say. First there was the Helen Case. Cldnt bring myself to forgive her till sunday. Thinking abt her and tt incident was like tormenting my soul. I was just so full of anger and hatred. But God told me that if He doesnt condemn me, what right does Helen have to make me feel so condemned? "Let he who has no sin cast the first stone." Same principle. =D and guess what, just yesterday, someone sent a letter(email) of appreciation to compliment me for being such a helpful CSO! See, there may be an evil day (Helen case) but God sure promises that he'l bring forth Good days and i say amen to that! =D

Last sunday, pastor preached abt giving the lord ur cares and he'l turn the natural into something supernatural. So i prayed and gave god the responsibility to take care of my 2 dogs. I told Him in my prayer that i dont wana see any drop of yellow pee on the floor when i get home on mon. and guess what, God answered my prayer, i went home yesterday and found not a single drop of dog pee. Thank you jesus!

Isnt my daddy in heaven good? He gives me more than what i want or even dream of. One of the biggest mistakes men ever made is to limit Him. Whatever we do, do it for the glory of Jesus. Take pleasure in whatever you do and u'l find urself leading a much happier life. =D Peace.

It's lunch time!! Having cereal and some waffle pancake for lunch today. Work's kinda boring, there's nth much for me to do. Can spend almost the whole day eating, playing computer games, listening to songs, chat on msn, or like now, blog! Best of all, i get paid for doing all these. =D

My workplace (National service resort and country club) is gonna have an open house tml and sunday from 10am-6pm. There's gonna be free food catered to the public. Buffet style. Think that's what's gonna attract most singaporeans to come. lol
Got pissed off at work again this morning. Apparently, this lady by the name of Helen called regarding her tennis court booking. But i looked at the wrong date as i tot tml was friday..-_-! so i told her that under the friday slot, i cldnt find her tennis booking then i realised that i was looking at the wrong day!! so i apologised and you noe what?! She scolded me! Told me that she's gonna complain and i better buck up if i wana keep my job!Like wtheck, i dont give a damn abt this job? Its not as if i need a job badly..im not even hard up for cash rite now. Stupid Bitch. Ruined my whole morning. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

That's the prob with country clubs. Most of the ppl here are like snobs. Thinking that they have all the money in the world and thus have more power and authority. Im not gonna respect them if they're gonna give me this shit attitude! Wonder how my other CSO colleagues are able to tolerate such ppl. Guess im not CSO material.

arghhhhhhhhhhh...now my afternoon is also ruined bcoz of that stupid helen bitch. This is an example of an Evil Day. But thank God He promised me many good daySSS in spite of the existence of the evil day. (Its in the bible, good days come with dayS but notice that evil day has no letter "s" in the word day)=D

God loves me. Do you know that? Despite having committed so many sins in my life, He still loves me so much times infinity. How do I know that? He was willing to offer Himself as a sacrifice at the cross so that there is now no more condemnation in Christ Jesus. That’s how much He loves you and me. Peace. =D




Went for BS with wee kah, a colleague from my work place for the first time last fri. I barely knew her and I was kind of worried that I will have nth to conversize with her. But you know what, we managed to talk non-stop from tanah merah all the way till BS began! Its definitely not by my own efforts but rather, it was the work of the Holy Spirit.


I suggested that we have pasta for dinner. Like what kinda diet is this rite? But I remembered what pastor said last Sunday. Eat what you feel like eating. Stop when you have to. Even if it means wasting food. Its like eating in a holy spirit led way. Furthermore, to diet, you need Christ! D-I-E-T. Remove Christ , remove the T from the word diet (T symbolizes the cross) and you die. That’s what pastor prince said. Im sure God intended this msg to be directed at me as I’ve been having probs with diet lately. Have been trying to abstain from lotsa fattening but yummilicious food which I used to consume last time for fear of growing fat. Its torturing you noe, especially when you have to starve ur body. But thank God im now free from that curse of dieting! Hahah


Condemnation kills! Fear, stress and condemnation are all the root causes that bring forth the manifestation of the curse. The devil’s name is called hasatan (don’t noe how to spell) and it means The Accuser. It only has one weapon, which is to make you feel condemned by playing with ur heart of flesh. Like it’l tell you “How can you do this? You’re such a lousy daughter” etc. This is how ppl start to condemn themselves. Leading to guilt, fear and then stress. The No. 1 killer in Singapore. So nv let The Accuser play with ur heart of flesh! Forget the 10 commandments. It is a picture of condemnation and the strength of sin is the Law. Remove the law, you remove the strength of sin. =D


Im amazed at how much I learned ever since I attended NCC like 4-5 yrs ago. Last time when I was in FCBC, I cldnt be bothered to go to church as I dint understand whatever the preacher was saying. So every Sunday, I’l walk in and walk out of church still feeling like a dead zombie. But in NCC, its different, I look forward to church every Sunday and I always come out of svc with peace and joy. You just feel High! Haha This is the power of the word of God and it can transform you just like that! Just like how glenn ong suddenly lost the urge to smoke when he woke up one morning. For that, he gave thanks to God. Amazing isn’t it?

Got so pissed off with this stupid contractor at work today. He's not some old ah-pek kind of contractor..quite young acty..age ard 32 maybe? Y did he piss me off? Simply bcoz he kept insisting that me and another colleague lost a key to the kid's playroom in the country club. Cut the long story short, he came back to the main lobby with the "lost key" abt 30 mins later. -_-! So i asked him where did he find it and how come it was there bla bla and gave him that "you're-such-a-shit-head" stare. So pissed ok. And everytime i wanted to collect the key, he juz stubbornly refused to release the key from his hand!! and he smokes and utters crap all the time. What a PEST!


Found out that 2 colleagues in my work place are from new creation too! One's from the sound ministry and the other was so delighted to learn that i was from NCC too. =D May go for BS with them tml after my work out at the gym. Gonna do some running on the threadmill. Dont really like the idea of running on it, like some stupid hamster..but no choice, no time to go stadium and run.

And i get double pay for working on public hols too! Yea! God is good =D

Hello everyone! Am now using my break time to blog. Just had horfun for lunch just now. So darn full now. and to think i brought cereal, arnotts biscuits and some chocs from candy empire to snack. One colleague just gave me 2 packets of butter cookies and this morning, another colleague gave me some sweets and biscuits from overseas. Got 8 ferero roche's on my 1st day of work and a pizza treat from some guy colleague on the 2nd day. Everyday got food man. Thank God for the exercise machine which my dad just bought at home, otherwise by the end of march, when my contract ends, instead of having a supermodel figure, il end up looking like a big fat popcorn!

School has reopened and ppl have to go back to work. So the country club is rather deserted today. All i do is stone and stare into space from 8am to 5pm and i get paid 6.50 an hr. Where to find this kinda job? hahaha. Just now another colleague cecilia working at the main lobby with me did sth which kept me laughing for 5mins! Laughed till tears welled up in my eyes! Then came a phonecall from some member of the country club and i cldnt even say "NSRCC Gd Morning!" properly! Was laughing all the way..so embarassing la..and when i apologised, he said my laugh is very contagious and he started laughing himself. So cute.

kkkk..better get back to work! God says to enjoy every moment it. Take pleasure in whatever i do! Went shopping with my mom on sat and saw a top at topshop which i like very very much. But its so darn ex and i dono whether to buy it. Have been thinking abt it for quite some time and guess what, i got a 100 bucks topshop voucher from my uncle yesterday!! For no rhyme or reason, he just said singtel gave it to him and since he has no use for it, so gave it to me. My God is so cool. He gives me whatever i want even b4 i open my mouth to ask Him for it. Whats' more, im able to buy other stuff + my fave top from topshop with that $100 voucher! God doesnt just give u enough, He gives you MUCH MORE than what you ask of Him. His favour sure is unlimited. =D

In just 2 hrs, yr 2005 will come to an end and we'l be entering a new yr! 1
year sure passes really quickly. Hmmmm.. how shall i put it..2005 has been
quite an eventful year for me..slightly different from the previous years.
hahaha

There was muggimadness of coz. Me and ace trying to mug our heads off at
coffee bean and then getting distracted by our upcoming lunch break at sakae
sushi. All the test and exams which i studied QUITE HARD for but always dint
manage to get even an E grade. Econs lessons are not to be forgotten too.
Imgaine having to deal with all the fears/nervousness/anxiety of what ms ee
is gonna do to us. Pure torture i tell u. But thank god its over. =D No
doubt, its been one of the most hectic yrs of my entire life but its also a
time when my relationship with God just keeps getting stronger and stronger
as my faith in Him builds up. =D

and yes, i got to know a faggot too. Someone who wears singlets and thinks
he looks cool in them. Im sure u noe who he is. hahaha! I even got him as my
birthday present from my mj classmates. Bcoz of this faggot, i got to noe
sam, m-a, may2 and ace! and that's how we formed initial-x* =D

Why then is 2005 different from previous years? Well, fact is that ive got
more bras than previous years put together. 2006 will also be different from
other years as i wont need to spend any money on bras. Ive got a long term
supply of them in my cupboard. Very colourful! hahahah

2005 is also a year where i started listening to chinese songs and actually
liked them! Its also the yr where i went k-boxing twice and actually sang
chi songs with a very crazy bunch of ppl. I guess screaming wld be a better
word. haha. and i acty watched de same movie 6 times this yr! Its Initial D
of coz. Went to the red carpet with de x-ers' and its definitely an
experience i'l nv ever forget. The edison,shawn,and jay chase along the sg
expressway, touching of jay's hand!, getting edisons' autograph on my hp,
hearing edison talk with his cute eng slang. ahhh!!! so cool! i wana go to
hong kong!

Lastly, ive found myself a proper job. haha. i worked twice b4 but they
werent considered proper jobs to me. Worked in a primary sch bookshop once
when i was 13. Earned three hundred bucks and i acty tot that was alot. -_-!
Then i did waitressing at a wedding banquet but i quit after 1 nite. How
pathetic. Now, im working as a customer service officer at a country club in
tanah merah. Best of all, i get paid $6.50/hr! Thank God for his favour!

I think that kinda wraps up 2005! Amazing how fast time can acty fly! Im
gonna miss being 18! 18 is like such a nice age. i dont wana turn 19! The 9
looks horrible and 19 seems old as its so close to 20! omgggg...20!


Plans for 2006..
1. lose weight and have a figure like that of a super model
2. get a pedicure!
3. go to taiwan with the x-ers'
4. go to hong kong with nene and yisi
5. meet jay and edison!
6. Throw away all my a lvl notes and tys which ive yet to do so. Lazy!
7. Pack my clothes cupboard. No space for new clothes oredi!
8. get new beautiful curtains
9. Help my mom out with the finances
10. Get a digital camera
11. spend more time with my grandma!
12. learn how to cook
13. learn how to make my fave frozen black irish drink. (ive got the
"recipe"!)
14. eat and spend less at candy empire
15. stop wasting my money on mags unless there's jay/edison gracing the
front cover.
16. join the church choir
17. Read the bible more often. (God says ive to move on, move on from
genesis or il nv finish reading it)
18. Talk to Jesus everyday =D
19. spend more time with frens and family!
20. Take good care of my dogs (flap ate a chicken bone last nite and after
that, he cldnt stop shitting!)

Acty, my greatest wish wld be to have my own walk in wardrobe. and of coz to
lose weight so i can wear anything and still look good! hahahah..kk..tt's
all for now. Happy New Year to all! =D






Love's come down
Dwelled among us
Gave His life
To redeem us
Brought eternal peace and joy
Joy to the world
Love's come down