The week is passing so slowly...i'm bored..i'm tired..i'm sick of having to do the same old things everyday..sighhh...n heard from samm's fren tt he saw us(me sam n clara) on tv in SMU's Patron's Day screaming ourselves crazy for sly n taufik(front row how to escape camara rite? dint even noe tt mediacorp was there too..damn!)..apparently its on channel u's news.. Well..today i met samantha at tm after my maths tuition coz we wanted to check out the beedees contest tingy..then while waiting for her..met kah ming..long time nv see her coz she always goes for first service.. then me and samm went to isetan to find out more abt the beedess contest..

In order to win this pair of tickets to spend valentine's day with sly/taufik..u have to first be the top 6 spenders at beedees..or u can oso choose to spend at least 80 bucks there n participate in their lucky draw..or u may want to bid for the strips in the city beedees collection with sly/taufik's autograph on it..all proceeds go to the red cross..n top 200 bidders will win themselves tickets to the upclose n personal event with taufik/sylvester.. So me and samm went to take the bid form from the staff at the triump counter but come to think of it..actually aiming to be the top 6spenders is more worth it u noe..coz if u happen to be the top 200 bidders..then u onli get to see sly/taufik up close n personal but as u can see..alot of tix have been given out so chances of spending time with them is really slim..but if u r the top 6 spenders..u get to use n keep the beedees bra etc..haha..wats more if u win..u get a free make over session..get to bring gal pal along..have valentines dinner with sly, enjoy a 1 on 1 photo taking session + autograph frm fav idol too..more worth it rite? wats more u win a pair of tix..so me n samm can share money n try n be top 6 ..hahaha.. I noe its damn hard coz i've got no money..if we intend to spend 100 at least each..then i will have to saving n go without recess n lunch for the next 1-2 weeks! it all depends la..our final decision will be made by latest feb 3rd coz contest ends on feb 4th n we wana see whether we're lucky enuf to be able to win tix from the perfect 10 beedees contest during tt time period.. Crossing my fingers n trusting God for a miracle!! n tt only comes by having faith in Him because faith is the "currency" used in heaven!

see that hand above? wana noe y its so special? coz its my hand!! haha..duh..but not onli izit my hand..its got sly's fingerprint all over it!! ahhh!!! today's the best day of my life! okie..i promise..i'm gonna keep this short n sweet..today went to SMU's patron's day n it was so damn cool..n guess wat? sly n taufik came n performed 3 songs each!! wats more..i got to stand right at the front!! excellent view man..then sly waved n smiled at mie!! n he touched my hand!! n i held on to his wrist for like 10sec!! woohoo! samantha n i were like screaming ourselves crazy n sly got our presents too! irene passed to his manager n he said he'll promise to wear them! do look out for black converse shoes with red lining when u see him kiez? n not onli tt..taufik oso smiled at me! i think he was laughing at me coz i was screaming TAUFIK! when i was on the phone with someone..think i looked retarded or comical man..so dui lian..but nvm..got taufik to smile n wave at me! cool!! okie...late le..tml i'l upload the pic of my hand with sly's hand print all over it!! ahah..think i won wash my hand ever again~ hahaz..juz kidding la..=P nitez!

nth much to blog today..had a rather long weekend but it sure is gonna end fast..gotta treasure every single min man..esp my precious slp..dint do much yesterday..was supposed to go out with pei ling etc but changed my mind coz i dint really have any intension on buying shoes..wats more..no money..so i very lazy to get out of the hse..in the end..everyone backed out last min n the outing was cancelled coz left onli yisi sandy n pL..poor pL..first time organizing an outing and it failed..whaha..nvm la..nex fri got college road race..can organize a dinner..=P then today had to stay hm the whole day coz parents went out to bedok..n nth to do so i studied my econs..still cant understand 100% the topic on national income accounting..so complicated..nut i'l try my best n its always gd to learn from ur mistakes ritee? great..tml's sunday!! the first exclaimation mark means that i'm excited bcoz its church day n i'm gonna hunt for my roxy tote bag tml..the 2nd exclaimation mark means tt i'll be dreading the mundane of monday..lol..nowadays got alot of bidding activities which involve taufik n sly..first is the bidding for sly n taufik posters n mind u..the starting bid for these 2 posters r 100 bucks n each bid goes in tens..

the other one is the valentines date with sly or taufik by simply being the top3 spenders at beedees..n there's the bid for autographed cleverwhite products by sly..the bid for a beedees undergarment set autographed by taufik/sly n many more..but all proceeds will go to the red cross to help the tsunami victims..don mind participating in these kind of useless bids since its for charity but i have no money!!

see those stuff above? i wana buy them!! very nice rite..all from roxy de..dono whether i can get them in sg..but the ring is ultra nice man...n the price is very nice too..haha..so many things tt i wan..i wana buy this roxy tote bag i saw the other day oso..wana buy shoes..actually not really die die muz buy shoes la..got too many le..n if i tell me mum i wana use my own money..she will sure scold me..anyway..i oso got no money..wait after new yr ba..then b-day coming can ask my aunt to give me as b-day pressie..=P

i'm so sick of school..in sch i get nagged by teachers to do hm wk n then at hm..i get nagged again to study..but not my fault wat..its juz tt when i happen to study..they're not ard to witness it..so what can i do rite? i'm human n i get tired too..calvin lim sucks..he's my civics tutor n i think he really sucks..seriously..i think he shld quit teaching..nv seen a teacher who is so cold towards his students..really miss having irvin as my CT...n oh yea..daphne khoo the sg idol finalist sent me a message in friendster!! haha..so cool...she gave me her email then i added her loh..hope i can find sly's one oso..heehee..n speaking of sly..today is his b-day..22 yrs old liao le..i think its damn old u noe..now i'm turning 18 n soon i'l be 20!! tts like freaking old...okie b4 i go on..lemmi sing him a b-day song..happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u happy birthday to sylvester..happy birthday to u! hahaz..nth better to do la..i feel so broke too..rite now i have onli saved 25 bucks..still a long way to go b4 i can buy my pair of gallaz shoes from flash n splash..wana get this roxy tote bag too..hmmm..n i wan a baby sylvester plushie for my b-day!! =P but best of all..i wish tt sly will be able to sign n write a b-day msg for me in my b-day card..or even better..get to meet him up close n personal..haha..n oh yea..don forget to watch american idol 4 k? take care!

hey peeps..this is the pair of converse shoes that we got for sly..really hope other ppl won get the same pair n really hope tt this size fits him!!i think it shld la..coz he said he is a size 7 so most prob will..

and below is the b-day card we got for sly..got it from a shop in heerens..we chose tt card bcoz the words on it suited sly very well.."you r a cool person,with lots of smiles to spare,among the ppl i noe, there's none that can compare! enjoy your special day!" nice rite?

noe sth? today was the best econs lesson i ever had..dint feel freaked out at all n i actually volunteered to help yisi n nene ans the drq qs!! haha n i can see tt ms ee is now more patient n friendlier towards us now..not as bias as b4 le..goes to show tt if i juz let go n let god..things sure becomes a flow! =) n today i had to run 1 round outside my sch for pe..was really tired but told myself cannot stop half way..if not break the momentum..n guess wat? i managed to run the whole round non-stop n actually clocked a time of 10mins plus plus! so proud of myself..haha..n i gotta abstain from eating food that is high in sugar content n calories oredi..if not will put on weight n end up in taf club.. then today had chem test oso..not very difficult but not tt easy either..we oso got ans from other classes regarding the mcq but after seeing the qs for myself..i found out that their ans were aren't reliable..so lucky i dint copy blindly..hahaz..anyway..juz received an email from irene that we are not mtg at 12pm on sat..instead changed to 1pm coz they wana catch the first cleverwhite ad that features sly at 12.15pm on channel 8..besides tt time slot..below are thother time slots too..all for 15/1 n 16/1 onli!! Enjoy! Channel Time
CH 8 12:15:00
CH 5 14:15:00 CH 8 14:30:00 CH 8 16:00:00 CH 5 17:45:00 CH 5 21:50:00 CH 8 22:50:00 CH 5 0:30:00 CH 5 1:35:00 CH 5 1:40:00
CH 8 1:45:00
CH 8 2:15:00

i juz realised that we have 4 econs tutorial every week! and this means that my stress lvl will increase from 50% last yr to 70% this yr!! argh..econs makes up majority of my stress..or shld i say ms ee? -bleahz- okie enuf of my sch life..guess what happened to me today? some weird pervertic guy actually came up to me n asked me whether i was his fren..then i said no n he apologised 4 recognizing the wrong person..then he began questioning me abt my name..age..where i live n even had the cheek to ask me for my hp number!! how gross can he be..but of coz la..i not so stupid as to give him all my particulars..so i told him to give me his hp numba n i'l sms him n frm there he can save my numba..but i nv sms him la..haha..wait one day he stalk me n do sth harmful to me how? somemore he looked DESPERATE..hopefully he won wait at the bus stop tml n ask y i nv sms him!! freaky man..daddy u muz protect me frm these ppl k..9 days from now and its gonna be sly's b-day..me and samantha are intending to join a grp of delegioniors at plaza singapura on sat to discuss what present we shld get for sly..hopefully those bunch of ppl we r gonna meet r not some grp of snobs..or worst! ah lianz!! so far..they were intending to give him a custom made tee shirt but think abt it..who will wana wear a shirt with ur face printed on it? n wats more..black is sly's favourite colour n anyone would noe that it takes at least 1 week to make a black tee..further more..custom making one shirt will be rather costly..esp when its not in bulk..n i tot i was the onli one who tot that their ideas were lame but samantha tot so too! woohoo! haha..so we tot maybe getting him a special guitar tab..a dog tag with his name n delegion carved on it..a cap..or even a nice jacket or sweatshirt would sound better..wats more..he can USE them..so wat u guys think? n if he wears it on a tv show..then it'l be like so cool..its like he's wearing the stuff i bought him!! haha..really looking forward to this sat bcoz i can get to meet new frenz too! but cannot forget that i have to do flagday to raise funds for the tsunami victims for my church..do come n support n donate generously k! oh man..i feel so uncomfortable..having all these scratches on my ankle..muz be some insect which bit me..causing me to develop a big lump on my leg..n after which it'l deswell into scratch marks..argh..muz apply calamine lotion now! tata!

sobx..have to go to sch tml again..n i have floorball training tml..which means i can onli go hm at 6 plus..this sucks..but y care abt tml rite? surely my daddy will take care of them for me! today i had a great time in church! pastor preached on the signs of the end times n it seemed tt the Asian tsunami was one of those signs..but i'm not fearful..in fact..i'm really looking forward to it bcoz then will i be able to see my daddy in heaven n lead the most perfect and peaceful life tt one can ever ask for..from now on..i'm juz gonna be this bo chap ger n let God take care of my needs for surely even b4 i ask of him..he oredi noez wat i wan..=)n i donated 5 bucks to the tsunami aid today in church too..all in all..my church raised $500,000 plus plus in juz this week alone ..praise God! n then after service..we met jamie yeo n glenn ong again..n this time..i said hi to her n she said hi to me!! wanted to use my hp to get a pic with her but then the church ursherer chased us out..so mean..but all in all..jamie was a really nice person..very pretty too! n nex week..my cg intends to bring their digi cam n get a picture with pastor prince!! whaha..so damn funny loh..but i would love to have a picture taken with my senoir pastor..who wouldnt rite..lol..then after church..went hm with my mum n went to grandma hse to watch ocean's 12..quite interesting show but got alot of dialogue..so i couldn't be bothered n went home to watch the ren ci charity show...okie..its 11 plus le..gotta go slp coz tml got sch..may God bless me for econs! nitez ppl~

its finally fri..1 week of sch seems to past really quickly..n i'm very happy i don have to wake up in the wee hrs of the morning tml!! haha..n today ms lai, my principal annouced that no one is to use the sch hall as of next week..which means that they are gonna fix the air conditioning system..woohoo! n mj raised a total of $8000 plus plus for the tsunami fund in juz 3 days!! its gonna exceed the $10000 mark bcoz that amt was excluding the OGLs..n oso my class rep forgot to submit my class' donations..ahaz..blur jasper..today's timetable was super boring..imagine having to sit thru 1 hr of chi..n all they talked abt was chi weddings.. but gP was fun..we did grp work in the library n my grp's topic is gonna be on communism..jasper is gonna be mao ze dong..hahah!..n i'l be part of the background..like those extras holding posters etc..n we have to march in singing china's national anthem!! haha..so comical..so dui lian..but its fun...n then as usual..i went to edit my blog again..see those sly pictures above? i juz learned tt today..but i don noe how to do the conveyor style yet..but nvm..will juz have to make do wif it..hope u like my blog guys! do leave ur comments at my tag board k..no need to be shy la..haha..okie..gotta go..nite ppl! God bless!

today is the 3rd day since sch started..timetable is much better than last yr's coz we get to go hm at 2pm..nlike last yr where we could onli go hm at 4 plus 5..and i noticed sth..when i'm at home..it rains the whole day..but when i'm in sch..it practically stops raining and the sun comes out..weird...today was a relaxed day bcoz there was no econs..haha..no ms ee to stress me..lol..then there was boring chem prac blah blah blah..n i spent the afternoon learning how to re-edit my blog..all by myself..so proud of the accomplishment..haha..no la..muz oso thank ppl like james who tot me some things initially..boon sun who gave me web links etc n many other ppl too..the blog may not be that great la..but what to do..i'm onli a beginner..when i have more time then i'l work on it k..n my stupid image hoster cant post pictures on my blog!! they keep saying that there's a network prob n i don noe how to fix it..so irritating..lalala..n today i did sth good too..donated 10bucks to the tsunami fund..heehee..okie la..gotta stop crapping le..its late n i wana sleep..nitezzzz

hey ya! today's the first day of sch n it went pretty ok..lessons started of coz and i have a whole load of hm wk to complete..wats more i have to report to sch tml at 7.30am for a chem test when actual reporting time is at 9am!! sobx..today we had econs tutorial and it was still as nerve wrecking as usual..bcoz i have this teacher named ms sarah ee n i think she really freaks me out..i think its juz her presence and the way she plays with her students' minds to make us really think that she's really gonna eat us up or sth..dono y but i always feel small n inferior ard her n bcoz of that..i hate econs tutorials!! praying for God to help me in this area bcoz He promised me that if its a miracle i need..then its a miracle i'l get..provided i be in peace la..haha..got conditions one okiez..lol..juz re-edited my blog again but there's still lotsa things i donno how to do..for instance..changing my blog skin(background template)..putting a real player to play my fave songs..n many more..hopefully some kind soul will be kind n patient enuf to help this computer idiot here..=P.. n yea..feel free to add comments in my chatterbox too..and if any of u happen to be sly frenz..muz intro urself to me kiez..then we can make frenz and toke 24-7 abt sly!! hahaz..juz kidding la..anyway..i love this pic alot..its taken at the SI finals with a very super duper fantastic good quality camara..really brings out the rocker attitude in him..yes! u noe who i'm talking abt..enjoy! http://www.sgbackpackers.com/gallery/view_photo.php?set_albumName=SingaporeIdol&id=DSC1068_filtered

ahhh!!!! its exactly 8 more hrs b4 i have to wake up frm my precious slp n start preparing for sch!! sobx...the holidays are so short..they shld extend it to 3 mths!! haha..as if they wld..anyway..happy new yr to u all again!! hope u had a great weekend..mine was good..except 4 the HP bills part la..then today went to church..gosh..there were so many ppl!! i reached there at 1pm and the queue was like snaking all the way to the star factory!! bcoz usually its at the glass panals there..n when i came out frm service..the queue for 4thservice was way longer then expected..it was snaking all the way to the rice table restaurant!! guess its either bcoz its the first service of 2005..or its bcoz our church is growing! n not juz growing..but growing at a tremendous rate..if any of u r interested in joining me or feel like checking out The Rock at suntec..feel free to msg me or sth kiez..new creation church rocks n its the bestest best church!! haha..today's msg was really good..tears welled up in my eyes 3 times when pastor prince preached today..i dono y but it muz have been the holy spirit administering to me today..praise god! there's hope for me! hahaha..n i met jamie yeo n glenn ong today..was practically walking beside them when i was leaving the church auditorium..wanted to say hi but then shy la..told yvonne abt it n she was like "u lousy la.....juz like me" haha..totally agree with the 2nd part..rite von? hehe..n i have to admit tt glenn ong does look better now..maybe its bcoz his hair is flatter now? haha..dono..muz be the grace of God working on him ba..=P ..okiez..i better stop here...have to pack my skool bag n find my sch badge!! oh..i don have to do tt! coz my sch doesn't have a sch badge at all..for the moment..haha..okie great..before i end this off..here's a verse frm the bible which i hope will bless u richly..John 14:27 God loves ya! stop worrying n let God take charge! God bless ya all! nite nite =)

i feel so sorry for those victims of the tsunami tragedy..its so close to the end of yr 2004 but yet this had to happen..what's more so many asian countries had to cancel all their countdown parties as a mark of respect to those who died..i think this is the worst tragedy of all times as death toll,144000+ now.. seems to be the highest..hope God will bless them and their families..well..yesterday was the first time i celebrated countdown wif my frenz till 2am..me and my frenz all went to mrs tan's hse for pot luck! farhana's mum helped us to fry bee hoon..cook curry chicken and she even made tarts..really yummy yummy..bcoz it was too delicious..the gers actually bluffed the guys and told them that we finished the tarts..hahahah! but actually we (the gers) hid it in the fridge and we secretly had our mini tart party in the kitchen..lol..then we spent 5 hrs watching lord of the rings-the return of the king and at 12 midnight..turned to channel 5 to watch taufik's exclusive video of i dream..wasn't really up to my expectations but still..its enjoyable and there was this mini countdown aired by channel 5 where after which the sg idol finalist n some mediacorp artist wished us all a happy new yr..told my fren jessica abt it n she practically screamed "y no one tell me?" coz i told her sly oso wished us happy new yr n she got even more jealous..haha..hopefully channel 5 will broadcast the countdown someday but doubt they will coz who will be in celebrative mood to watch? esp when new yr is over..lol..n juz now there was a repeat of the affairs of the heart charity show n i managed to record sly n his band's version of an jing..even got a clear part of him strumming his guitar(solo)..n i juz received my hp bills yesterday..226 bucks in all..out of which 188 bucks were spent on voting for sly(for final 3 and finals) and after counting..i realised i voted 330 times for sly alone in the finals!! omg..i'm so surprised bcoz i voted non-stop n dint really noe how many times i have votedn i even tot i onli voted at max 200 times bcoz my thumb was really sore from voting n the process went really slowly..so i really got a shock tt i voted 330 times for him! but its really thrilling..esp with all the idol mania..n because of this..my mum gave scolded me like crazy..she confiscated all my sly posters and grounded me frm shopping for 6 mths..sigh..but nvm..i'm gonna get a job after my A's and earn back my money..God will surely prosper me too bcoz 2005 is a yr of overflow!! woohoo! i'm gonna live expecting =)